I do a lot. I make mistakes. I've been consistently exhausted for 4.5 months, but I'm dealing with it. I do a lot. being considerate in an inconsiderate world is hard, frustrating and disheartening. sometimes reassurance is all I need, but I never get it.
Inspired by RaisingAubree! These are those things that helped us through those first few days. Everyone who reads this...PLEASE LOOK AT BABY REGISTRIES. I didn't spend hours and hours and hours just for 3 people to actually look at what we wanted/needed and get that. More than likely, they have more clothes than they will… Continue reading 11 New Baby Must Haves!
I feel like I'm not moving. I feel like I'm in quicksand. I feel lost. I feel crowded. I feel like a puzzle with only the outside filled in. I feel like a burden. I feel ignored. I feel like I'm not doing enough. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. I feel like a… Continue reading PPD & Me
I actually didn't even realize he was crying at first. He had just gotten home from work and walked into the room where he saw me playing with Christopher. Chris was on the bed and I was leaning over him making noises while he giggled and squealed. I stepped to the side and got back… Continue reading My Husband Cried Yesterday…
Apparently next Tuesday the 11th makes 4 months since I had Christopher. If I didn't already know that I would think you're lying. I can't believe how time is flying by. They always say it will, but you don't realize it until it's happening. The number 1 unwanted thing that comes with having a baby… Continue reading Four Months??! (& Pet Peeves)